So, this is how it feels...
As I sat watching
a Japanese movie
with French Subtitles,
I kinda gleened an understanding how special learners feel…
I can read French
and understand better than just hearing it,
but not if it goes too quickly;
my processing & decoding take way too long…
Feeling like understanding is just out of reach…
This happens for longer than I can handle.
I give up.